broken hallelujah do you remember your first day of high schoolbroken hallelujah by ~DenAnfang
i guess it must have been pretty daunting hey?
i don't know about you
but
for me
it was
something that i knew would hurt
i knew that i was walking into something dangerous
and i knew i wouldn't keep my cool through it
i didn't really know anyone
maybe one or two people
i was so scared
that
i kind of waited outside the school
for a bit
and just
weighed up my options
i mean i could run away
and he would be disappointed in me
or i could
just sit here
all day
and i guess the same thing would happen
or i could
swallow my vomit and go in there
and just
try and act normal
wh
losing my sense of humour sometimes you will wake up in this room and it is so damn hot that it's like someone just dumped a bucket of luke warm water all over youlosing my sense of humour by ~DenAnfang
i guess that is weird to imagine but that is kind of how i describe it in my head
and then i mean
you go out of your room
and it is about what seven in the morning
and you walk towards the bathroom for a shower to find someone else is in there
so you just kind of sit on the couch
and think about all the bad things in your life
and wonder why you are doing this today
and why you even woke up
or why you didn't make an effort to prevent this wake up the previous night
or maybe you will think about
tick paralysis everything is alrighttick paralysis by ~DenAnfang
the phone rings
what do you want but in a nice way
emergency
nicole
nicole
someone is coming in
hbc apparently
but i am not sure
steffy
get me x y and z
if they are coming in
i am wrapped in a towel
it is not very comfortable
i can't feel my legs
can you feel them?
oh no i can't stand up
what is happening
to me
get her on the table
let's just see what she can do
my legs
my legggs they are broken
i think they are broken
okay, let's drip her
i think she'll need those fluids
i am so sleepy
who are you people
stop pulling my feet
i can see you
but you are fading
where are you goin
Sta.sh
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